Tuesday, January 26, 2010
Tomorrow going to school early tomorrow morning so that I can see all the teachers, which I actually haven't seen since I got my results. Kinda sad actually, and was feeling kinda ungrateful-ish considering that they've did so much to motivate and help me along throughout the years (two). If by some chance I get into VJC, I'll probably not going to have the chance to go back to school as often cause it's so far away unless of course it's gonna be some event like Homecoming day or something.
Which would be kinda annoying.
Because everybody is like going to crowd in school during those times, making it impossible to have any quality time whatsoever with any of the teachers.
It's also kinda convenient considering I can actually get my appeal form if I'm really desperate to get into my school of choice, which I seriously doubt I will.
Sigh.
0800 Hours tomorrow!
11:30 PM
Monday, January 25, 2010
I think.
I am.
Very disappointed.
Because for some reason, my method of escape isn't very effective.
I feel very dead now.
*edit*
I shall try to feel better by thinking that things might look up.
5:02 PM
Discussed a bit on university of choice.
Ben Oh leaving KL to go to UK to study F&B management in Birmingham soon... And it's privately funded, so he needs a part time job; considering his boarding fees already reach about 2000 pounds per year. It just seems so real, now; that uni is lurking and I have to decide whether I really am serious about what I'm doing.
Because I haven't been.
I mean, compared to some; I might seem the straight-laced mugger - but really, I'm not. I don't put as much effort into studying as I do in other realms of interest. Heck, I might be more determined in doodling than in hitting the books. Even me choosing Victoria Jc is because I want a fun jc life, and today I realised how finnicky I really am.
For one thing, everyone I know make their choice on which education institute they are vying for based on prestige and the quality of education offered. I chose my jc because I thought it would be fun.
Maybe it's because I take it too much for granted that part of my tertiary education is covered???
And lots of people I know are aiming for national universities overseas, the ivy league, harvard, cambridge, yale, etc. etc. I never even dreamt of trying for any of the prominent jcs that intimidate me even through the tv screen, but now people around me are. So it's a bit of a shock, considering I even know someone who was accepted into Oxford but rejected the offer.
Bucking up required, perhaps?
ZJ proved the pythagorean theorem. Lol. Quite interesting la, the way he prove.... =D (I think he's bloody smart, considering how he invented it himself. I think? Makes me feel retarded only, with him taking Further Maths and all)
Step by step... (for you-know-who =D)

(It's a square within a square, fyi. My art sucks.)
Area of square
= (a+b)^2
= a^2 + b^2 +2ab
Area of triangles
= 1/2ab
Area of inverted square
= c^2
.: a^2 + b^2 + 2ab = 4(1/2ab) + c^2
a^2 + b^2 = c^2
Cool right??
I totally didn't know it.
(Sorry la, stupid wat, =.=)
oh
BYE BYE BECCA SEE.
D=
(see you @ the end of the year)
PS: you should totally have gone out with us today. DDD=
and
DEV
(if you ever read this, though I doubt you will)
hope to see you in UK! =D
1:31 AM
Sunday, January 24, 2010
According to CERTAIN PPL, pics must be put up in my blog. Of real people. That we personally know of. Because apparently, it's boring otherwise. And it's to keep record of stuff.
SO.
21/1/10

Dinner @ Solaris
22/1/10

Mei Yin turns legal! (like it's going to make much of a difference to all of us anyway... >_>)
etc.
Don't want to look for more pics already. Lazy. And paiseh la. So don't want...
BUT...
ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE!

Damn cute right??? I swear she was posing for me to take photo.
At least she doesn't shed when I scratch/pet her.
VICO TOTALLY DOES. And I like have hair on my palms sometimes. Which is kinda gross. So I have to shower after playing with her or generally avoid her.
Vico is all bark and no bite though. People generally call her super fierce, but she's like just a very good actress. When she sees us coming, she's suddenly the dutiful guard dog. REALLY! Bloody smart la.
9:17 PM
Saturday, January 23, 2010

VJC and Victoria Hall in aerial view.
(this is all provided i get in though, lol)
5:59 PM
Friday, January 22, 2010
OH BTW
almost forgot!
damn funny.
One of my childhood friend's mother was pushing him to "marry me" in the future, while his father was leaning towards another of my friend.
LOLOLOLOLOLOL.
His identity shall not be divulged though, for privacy sakes.
O=)
SLEEPOVER (yet again!) TONIGHT. =DDD
10:45 AM
Just back from XXX with Kar Yee, Vincent, Fong and Michelle.
Kar Yee had this RM60 discount voucher for Boston so she couldn't like invite a lot of ppl and it was quite exclusive la. So we went there and there was free flow of red wine because it was LADIES' NIGHT. I suppose we must have looked quite mature la, considering they didn't even bother checking our IDS.
BUT HEY WE'RE 18 THIS YEAR! =D
And the pricing was not bad, RM24 for lambchop with fries and veggies on the side, gorgeous mushroom soup with the most delicious of garlic bread and one of the most refreshing milk tea I have ever tasted. And oh, since we ordered the main dish, we got the wine. And there were three glasses for each of us.
So Michelle, being Miss Intelligent drank her glass, and proceeded to my half drunk one despite our many warnings about how her face was about to resemble a tomato and looked super drunk. I couldn't finish mine, hating the taste of alcohol (Yes, even Baileys which is practically vanilla malt with barely double digit alcohol).
We kept having waiters constantly visiting our table to refill our red wine, but only to walk away disappointed when they saw ours was still quite full. Was kinda funny watching waiters walking to and fro to our table.
AND MICHELLE KEPT TAKING PHOTOS OF HERSELF.
Then we went to SOULED OUT for dessert. But before that we had to go to Cold Storage to make sure Michelle looked semi-decent and walked around for like half an hour to look for tea so that she could sober up. Which she kinda never drank. We were so scared she would puke in the car we made her sit by the window.
AND MICHELLE KEPT TAKING PHOTOS OF HERSELF. (yes, even drunk)
I had a Shirley Temple, Kar Yee a Virgin Margarita, Fong a Lemonade Berry, Vincent a Long Island and Michelle a cup of water that looked suspiciously as if it was taken from a fountain of drain water nearby. We played Bullshit there, which was kinda boring because me and Kar Yee kept winning first and we keep having to watch the other three fight amongst themselves. So it was decided that we drive round (decided without my consent, actually. i HATE travelling) AND we went all the way to Sunway and back.
AND MICHELLE KEPT TAKING PHOTOS OF HERSELF. (yes, in the car!)
(Hm, I sense a patttern...)
So weird. Like this time round I came back, kept imbibing in alcohol. Eventhough I kinda don't really like it. (acquired taste, maybe?) =.=.=.=.=
12:11 AM
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
So I was on the way back from Shuk's house when my dad decided to tell me some stuff about his childhood, partly triggered by Mei yin's mention of her uncle in hotel management.
He told me that he and Meiyin's dad both skipped school, my dad; to go out and Meiyin's to go back to sleep. He also told me he got into a 3 day suspension because of a fight. Which theoretically didn't happen in all actuality.
It went like this;
There was a school bully who went around keeping true to his namesake. Unfortunately for him, one day; he picked the wrong victim. My dad's friend. So my dad, TYPICALLY confronted him and negotiated - to set a date and time to fight. SO. Rumors spread as rumors do and crowds of people gathered at the designated place to watch a potential bloodbath. My dad and his opponent, were just, um; late. So they weren't there when police swarmed over the scene and called up the school for investigation. The school found out soon enough and put my dad, the bully AND the victim on a three day suspension.
AND THE WORST PART IS:
My dad and the victim went to watch movies for the entire three day suspension because of some half price thing.
SO.
My mum married a delinquent.
(Because they knew each other since they were like 15, in high school)
HM.
(I wonder if it's part of my genetic disposition)
OH BTW.
FAN WENEEDTHENAME! It's AWESOME! (cuz we all know Shuk is awesome =DDD)
11:22 PM
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
OKAY NOT SAD ANYMORE.
(yeah, I hv major moodswings; but I really dun like to be upset for more than a few hours)
THANKS EVERYONE WHO DIDN'T ALMOST DIE LAUGHING AT ME FLUNKING. =DDD
The reason why I failed is actually very very very stupid. I'd laugh it wasn't mean. Like hysterically. First of all, for all those who don't know what the driving exam is about, it's separated into two parts - Part II and Part III. Part I was a theory based exam that I already passed, Part II has three sections, uphill, side parking and three point turn. Part III in jalan raya (road?).
So anyway, I FAILED Part II at the uphill part. WhichmeansIdon'tgettoeventrysideparkingandthreepointturn. I was so shocked that I failed uphill, considering I've been practicing 999 billion times for it and have been quite pro at it for a while, both in the kancil and my dad's honda. I FLUNKED because I forgot to pull the handbrake. Which was because the examiner suddenly barked at me, "Jalan!" and I was so startled my brain couldn't operate to decipher what he said, so I let go of my brake by accident..... and the rest is history.
And the jalan raya section, I failed because of the stupidest reason of all. Remember my disastrous sense of direction? Of which I couldn't navigate my way out of a paper bag? And that I get lost is car parks? Well, I flunked jalan raya because I simply DID NOT KNOW THE WAY for route 1. I was so pissed at myself I started crying halfway when the instructor asked me to change seats with him. But he was quite nice la, he said that he could tell I'm experienced with cars because I drove quite well and I couldn't have failed had I knew the way.

BUT TOO LATE BY THEN.
I begged my dad to come pick me up from the testing area because I wanted to cry so badly I didn't want to make a scene in the van where 99.9% of the people there passed both sections. I waited so bloody long at the end I couldn't cry because I was completely dehydrated by the glaring heat.
(and oh, I met Jun Lin there. he has the P LICENSE NOW! so we can bug him to drive us around!)
BUT WHATEVER
seems like lots of people dunno I'm back in KL. And they just found out recently. 0_o
SO, gonna go out like everyday again for the next few days.
Provided of course, I don't get sick again. Which I kinda think is going to happen really soon.
ADDICTED TO MEDICAL MANGA RECENTLY!
The mangaka of Yakitake Japan started this manga on pediatricians which was kinda cool because you can see how the doctors there improvise and use pwnage techniques to save kiddies. Pediatricians are apparently the hardest kind of doctors because kids have fine veins and arteries, and their organs are all smaller than adult ones so a lot of precision is required. Also kiddies might not listen to the doctor, with some scared of needles or naturally defiant towards medical officers so pediatricians must also be able to placate the kiddies first
And apparently this manga was made due to the shortage of pediatricians in Japan recently.
CHECK IT OUT:
Saijou no Meii

Also, Team Medical Dragon is another cool manga. I previously rejected it when I was like, 12; because there were nude scenes in the beginning and some parts were really graphic. But after reading Gantz, Beserk and other Seinen manga, this is like child's play. In this manga, the best doctors in Japan (kinda) gather to perform Batista, a heart operation in which an entire section of ventricular tissue without repairing the mitral valves. Which is kinda awesome.
Team Medical Dragon

PRETTY PRETTY ART. =D
4:46 PM
FLUNKED.
Shall not elucidate in case I provoke the return of suicidal notions and bouts of extreme self hatred.
Oh well.
12:25 PM
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
Tomorrow going to school early tomorrow morning so that I can see all the teachers, which I actually haven't seen since I got my results. Kinda sad actually, and was feeling kinda ungrateful-ish considering that they've did so much to motivate and help me along throughout the years (two). If by some chance I get into VJC, I'll probably not going to have the chance to go back to school as often cause it's so far away unless of course it's gonna be some event like Homecoming day or something.
Which would be kinda annoying.
Because everybody is like going to crowd in school during those times, making it impossible to have any quality time whatsoever with any of the teachers.
It's also kinda convenient considering I can actually get my appeal form if I'm really desperate to get into my school of choice, which I seriously doubt I will.
Sigh.
0800 Hours tomorrow!
11:30 PM
Monday, January 25, 2010
I think.
I am.
Very disappointed.
Because for some reason, my method of escape isn't very effective.
I feel very dead now.
*edit*
I shall try to feel better by thinking that things might look up.
5:02 PM
Discussed a bit on university of choice.
Ben Oh leaving KL to go to UK to study F&B management in Birmingham soon... And it's privately funded, so he needs a part time job; considering his boarding fees already reach about 2000 pounds per year. It just seems so real, now; that uni is lurking and I have to decide whether I really am serious about what I'm doing.
Because I haven't been.
I mean, compared to some; I might seem the straight-laced mugger - but really, I'm not. I don't put as much effort into studying as I do in other realms of interest. Heck, I might be more determined in doodling than in hitting the books. Even me choosing Victoria Jc is because I want a fun jc life, and today I realised how finnicky I really am.
For one thing, everyone I know make their choice on which education institute they are vying for based on prestige and the quality of education offered. I chose my jc because I thought it would be fun.
Maybe it's because I take it too much for granted that part of my tertiary education is covered???
And lots of people I know are aiming for national universities overseas, the ivy league, harvard, cambridge, yale, etc. etc. I never even dreamt of trying for any of the prominent jcs that intimidate me even through the tv screen, but now people around me are. So it's a bit of a shock, considering I even know someone who was accepted into Oxford but rejected the offer.
Bucking up required, perhaps?
ZJ proved the pythagorean theorem. Lol. Quite interesting la, the way he prove.... =D (I think he's bloody smart, considering how he invented it himself. I think? Makes me feel retarded only, with him taking Further Maths and all)
Step by step... (for you-know-who =D)

(It's a square within a square, fyi. My art sucks.)
Area of square
= (a+b)^2
= a^2 + b^2 +2ab
Area of triangles
= 1/2ab
Area of inverted square
= c^2
.: a^2 + b^2 + 2ab = 4(1/2ab) + c^2
a^2 + b^2 = c^2
Cool right??
I totally didn't know it.
(Sorry la, stupid wat, =.=)
oh
BYE BYE BECCA SEE.
D=
(see you @ the end of the year)
PS: you should totally have gone out with us today. DDD=
and
DEV
(if you ever read this, though I doubt you will)
hope to see you in UK! =D
1:31 AM
Sunday, January 24, 2010
According to CERTAIN PPL, pics must be put up in my blog. Of real people. That we personally know of. Because apparently, it's boring otherwise. And it's to keep record of stuff.
SO.
21/1/10

Dinner @ Solaris
22/1/10

Mei Yin turns legal! (like it's going to make much of a difference to all of us anyway... >_>)
etc.
Don't want to look for more pics already. Lazy. And paiseh la. So don't want...
BUT...
ELLIE ELLIE ELLIE!

Damn cute right??? I swear she was posing for me to take photo.
At least she doesn't shed when I scratch/pet her.
VICO TOTALLY DOES. And I like have hair on my palms sometimes. Which is kinda gross. So I have to shower after playing with her or generally avoid her.
Vico is all bark and no bite though. People generally call her super fierce, but she's like just a very good actress. When she sees us coming, she's suddenly the dutiful guard dog. REALLY! Bloody smart la.
9:17 PM
Saturday, January 23, 2010

VJC and Victoria Hall in aerial view.
(this is all provided i get in though, lol)
5:59 PM
Friday, January 22, 2010
OH BTW
almost forgot!
damn funny.
One of my childhood friend's mother was pushing him to "marry me" in the future, while his father was leaning towards another of my friend.
LOLOLOLOLOLOL.
His identity shall not be divulged though, for privacy sakes.
O=)
SLEEPOVER (yet again!) TONIGHT. =DDD
10:45 AM
Just back from XXX with Kar Yee, Vincent, Fong and Michelle.
Kar Yee had this RM60 discount voucher for Boston so she couldn't like invite a lot of ppl and it was quite exclusive la. So we went there and there was free flow of red wine because it was LADIES' NIGHT. I suppose we must have looked quite mature la, considering they didn't even bother checking our IDS.
BUT HEY WE'RE 18 THIS YEAR! =D
And the pricing was not bad, RM24 for lambchop with fries and veggies on the side, gorgeous mushroom soup with the most delicious of garlic bread and one of the most refreshing milk tea I have ever tasted. And oh, since we ordered the main dish, we got the wine. And there were three glasses for each of us.
So Michelle, being Miss Intelligent drank her glass, and proceeded to my half drunk one despite our many warnings about how her face was about to resemble a tomato and looked super drunk. I couldn't finish mine, hating the taste of alcohol (Yes, even Baileys which is practically vanilla malt with barely double digit alcohol).
We kept having waiters constantly visiting our table to refill our red wine, but only to walk away disappointed when they saw ours was still quite full. Was kinda funny watching waiters walking to and fro to our table.
AND MICHELLE KEPT TAKING PHOTOS OF HERSELF.
Then we went to SOULED OUT for dessert. But before that we had to go to Cold Storage to make sure Michelle looked semi-decent and walked around for like half an hour to look for tea so that she could sober up. Which she kinda never drank. We were so scared she would puke in the car we made her sit by the window.
AND MICHELLE KEPT TAKING PHOTOS OF HERSELF. (yes, even drunk)
I had a Shirley Temple, Kar Yee a Virgin Margarita, Fong a Lemonade Berry, Vincent a Long Island and Michelle a cup of water that looked suspiciously as if it was taken from a fountain of drain water nearby. We played Bullshit there, which was kinda boring because me and Kar Yee kept winning first and we keep having to watch the other three fight amongst themselves. So it was decided that we drive round (decided without my consent, actually. i HATE travelling) AND we went all the way to Sunway and back.
AND MICHELLE KEPT TAKING PHOTOS OF HERSELF. (yes, in the car!)
(Hm, I sense a patttern...)
So weird. Like this time round I came back, kept imbibing in alcohol. Eventhough I kinda don't really like it. (acquired taste, maybe?) =.=.=.=.=
12:11 AM
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
So I was on the way back from Shuk's house when my dad decided to tell me some stuff about his childhood, partly triggered by Mei yin's mention of her uncle in hotel management.
He told me that he and Meiyin's dad both skipped school, my dad; to go out and Meiyin's to go back to sleep. He also told me he got into a 3 day suspension because of a fight. Which theoretically didn't happen in all actuality.
It went like this;
There was a school bully who went around keeping true to his namesake. Unfortunately for him, one day; he picked the wrong victim. My dad's friend. So my dad, TYPICALLY confronted him and negotiated - to set a date and time to fight. SO. Rumors spread as rumors do and crowds of people gathered at the designated place to watch a potential bloodbath. My dad and his opponent, were just, um; late. So they weren't there when police swarmed over the scene and called up the school for investigation. The school found out soon enough and put my dad, the bully AND the victim on a three day suspension.
AND THE WORST PART IS:
My dad and the victim went to watch movies for the entire three day suspension because of some half price thing.
SO.
My mum married a delinquent.
(Because they knew each other since they were like 15, in high school)
HM.
(I wonder if it's part of my genetic disposition)
OH BTW.
FAN WENEEDTHENAME! It's AWESOME! (cuz we all know Shuk is awesome =DDD)
11:22 PM
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
OKAY NOT SAD ANYMORE.
(yeah, I hv major moodswings; but I really dun like to be upset for more than a few hours)
THANKS EVERYONE WHO DIDN'T ALMOST DIE LAUGHING AT ME FLUNKING. =DDD
The reason why I failed is actually very very very stupid. I'd laugh it wasn't mean. Like hysterically. First of all, for all those who don't know what the driving exam is about, it's separated into two parts - Part II and Part III. Part I was a theory based exam that I already passed, Part II has three sections, uphill, side parking and three point turn. Part III in jalan raya (road?).
So anyway, I FAILED Part II at the uphill part. WhichmeansIdon'tgettoeventrysideparkingandthreepointturn. I was so shocked that I failed uphill, considering I've been practicing 999 billion times for it and have been quite pro at it for a while, both in the kancil and my dad's honda. I FLUNKED because I forgot to pull the handbrake. Which was because the examiner suddenly barked at me, "Jalan!" and I was so startled my brain couldn't operate to decipher what he said, so I let go of my brake by accident..... and the rest is history.
And the jalan raya section, I failed because of the stupidest reason of all. Remember my disastrous sense of direction? Of which I couldn't navigate my way out of a paper bag? And that I get lost is car parks? Well, I flunked jalan raya because I simply DID NOT KNOW THE WAY for route 1. I was so pissed at myself I started crying halfway when the instructor asked me to change seats with him. But he was quite nice la, he said that he could tell I'm experienced with cars because I drove quite well and I couldn't have failed had I knew the way.

BUT TOO LATE BY THEN.
I begged my dad to come pick me up from the testing area because I wanted to cry so badly I didn't want to make a scene in the van where 99.9% of the people there passed both sections. I waited so bloody long at the end I couldn't cry because I was completely dehydrated by the glaring heat.
(and oh, I met Jun Lin there. he has the P LICENSE NOW! so we can bug him to drive us around!)
BUT WHATEVER
seems like lots of people dunno I'm back in KL. And they just found out recently. 0_o
SO, gonna go out like everyday again for the next few days.
Provided of course, I don't get sick again. Which I kinda think is going to happen really soon.
ADDICTED TO MEDICAL MANGA RECENTLY!
The mangaka of Yakitake Japan started this manga on pediatricians which was kinda cool because you can see how the doctors there improvise and use pwnage techniques to save kiddies. Pediatricians are apparently the hardest kind of doctors because kids have fine veins and arteries, and their organs are all smaller than adult ones so a lot of precision is required. Also kiddies might not listen to the doctor, with some scared of needles or naturally defiant towards medical officers so pediatricians must also be able to placate the kiddies first
And apparently this manga was made due to the shortage of pediatricians in Japan recently.
CHECK IT OUT:
Saijou no Meii

Also, Team Medical Dragon is another cool manga. I previously rejected it when I was like, 12; because there were nude scenes in the beginning and some parts were really graphic. But after reading Gantz, Beserk and other Seinen manga, this is like child's play. In this manga, the best doctors in Japan (kinda) gather to perform Batista, a heart operation in which an entire section of ventricular tissue without repairing the mitral valves. Which is kinda awesome.
Team Medical Dragon

PRETTY PRETTY ART. =D
4:46 PM
FLUNKED.
Shall not elucidate in case I provoke the return of suicidal notions and bouts of extreme self hatred.
Oh well.
12:25 PM