C L A R I T Y

C L A R I T Y <script language="JavaScript" type="text/JavaScript">  </script> <body>

Female. 17. Someone who needs this blog because - I don't always say what I mean and I don't always mean what I say. And here I let it all out. Living life and loving it. <3

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

I was so panicked today. I felt so sleepy yesterday, and worn out because of my horrible results so I decided to sleep early. After packing all my things I just dozed off.

The next morning, everything was like a blur to me.. I still felt sleepy and I was so "un-alert". I went down to the canteen, forgetting to bring down my ez-link card (you know how crucial it is to get food and all), and I had to go up again. I was having cramps, and feeling sorta cranky as well and had to run back to my room to get the card. I sort of turned everything upside-down looking for it, only to find it under my newspaper.

Then I went down. And realised I forgot to tie my hair. I rushed up after eating again, tying my hair in a messy knot before going down again. I wasn't late, after all; I woke up at 5 and the latest bus to Xinmin was at 6.20. So yeah. As if that wasn't horrible enough, I got back my Chemistry and EM paper, only to get extremely less than satisfactory results! 11/15 for Chem (due to careless mistakes) and even less for EM!!!! (>10% for careless mistakes due to my writing of improper fractions. AND three people got full marks..) Including my lousy AM paper and my Malay paper which I lost 16 marks for one bloody section. (Although I probably won't have much trouble after learning how to complete the format and all, as its my only problem... otherwise I'd get 60/70)

WORSE, I came back, feeling horrible about myself and I couldn't find my handphone!!!! I was so shocked that I could barely respond. I felt so crappy and decided to call my mum through April's phone.. I went for a shower, hating myself and then walked down to the General Office to check the Lost and Found. There were no handphones found. I returned to my room and collapsed on my bed, searching for anything that resembled a handphone. And surprise, surprise, it was under my pillow! I was so relieved, you really cannot imagine how I felt. Yeah.. so that's practically it. And I have lots of homework to do. (surprisingly I got all correct for all of my assignments, so what's wrong with my tests???)

I just hope they don't kick me out.

5:40 PM

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

I was so panicked today. I felt so sleepy yesterday, and worn out because of my horrible results so I decided to sleep early. After packing all my things I just dozed off.

The next morning, everything was like a blur to me.. I still felt sleepy and I was so "un-alert". I went down to the canteen, forgetting to bring down my ez-link card (you know how crucial it is to get food and all), and I had to go up again. I was having cramps, and feeling sorta cranky as well and had to run back to my room to get the card. I sort of turned everything upside-down looking for it, only to find it under my newspaper.

Then I went down. And realised I forgot to tie my hair. I rushed up after eating again, tying my hair in a messy knot before going down again. I wasn't late, after all; I woke up at 5 and the latest bus to Xinmin was at 6.20. So yeah. As if that wasn't horrible enough, I got back my Chemistry and EM paper, only to get extremely less than satisfactory results! 11/15 for Chem (due to careless mistakes) and even less for EM!!!! (>10% for careless mistakes due to my writing of improper fractions. AND three people got full marks..) Including my lousy AM paper and my Malay paper which I lost 16 marks for one bloody section. (Although I probably won't have much trouble after learning how to complete the format and all, as its my only problem... otherwise I'd get 60/70)

WORSE, I came back, feeling horrible about myself and I couldn't find my handphone!!!! I was so shocked that I could barely respond. I felt so crappy and decided to call my mum through April's phone.. I went for a shower, hating myself and then walked down to the General Office to check the Lost and Found. There were no handphones found. I returned to my room and collapsed on my bed, searching for anything that resembled a handphone. And surprise, surprise, it was under my pillow! I was so relieved, you really cannot imagine how I felt. Yeah.. so that's practically it. And I have lots of homework to do. (surprisingly I got all correct for all of my assignments, so what's wrong with my tests???)

I just hope they don't kick me out.

5:40 PM