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Female. 17. Someone who needs this blog because - I don't always say what I mean and I don't always mean what I say. And here I let it all out. Living life and loving it. <3

Thursday, February 21, 2008

IT IS OFFICIAL.

I AM NOT GOING BACK TO KL THIS MARCH HOLIDAYS.

Really.

It's extremely sad considering that I won't be able to see everyone until June. Even then, that's still quite tentative as I might be tied up by Science Research. And I wanted to get quite a lot of stuff from KL, including but not limited to; pirated cds, clothes, stationery and other assorted, random objects.

I hate myself.

In truth, I thought I would be able to return seeing as the Choir Camp was initially 8th, 9th and 10th of March. Apparently, it changed to 13th, 14th and 15th. I can't really blame anyone for not knowing this though, I hardly listen when they make announcements. Strange though that even Camille still thought it was the earlier date. And the teacher used the word 'bull shit'. Just... wow. I feel so fricking annoyed at everything. Sigh...

I did badly for my A Maths test again. And just as bad for my FIRST EVER Physics test. I thought I would do better, and it turned out that all my mistakes were careless ones. In the A Maths test, there were two questions I really had no idea how to do. The rest was bloody careless mistakes and copying the WRONG question. So yeah, tell me why I shouldn't feel bad about myself. I mean, 21/40. That's like half wrong. (And don't get started on the half right optimism stuff..)

And worse still is when Miss Sia talked to me and stuff... I don't really want to go into it in detail. But I feel really horrible after she was so nice to me. Not forgetting Miss Siva who also 'counselled' me. Luckily I didn't run into Mrs. Lim or I would have gotten a full blown session.

I'm not mentioning anything but my test results to my parents though. I really don't want them to worry any more than they already do.

By the way, life is actually quite okay; tests and visits home aside. I'm really going to miss everyone back at home.

5:05 PM

Thursday, February 21, 2008

IT IS OFFICIAL.

I AM NOT GOING BACK TO KL THIS MARCH HOLIDAYS.

Really.

It's extremely sad considering that I won't be able to see everyone until June. Even then, that's still quite tentative as I might be tied up by Science Research. And I wanted to get quite a lot of stuff from KL, including but not limited to; pirated cds, clothes, stationery and other assorted, random objects.

I hate myself.

In truth, I thought I would be able to return seeing as the Choir Camp was initially 8th, 9th and 10th of March. Apparently, it changed to 13th, 14th and 15th. I can't really blame anyone for not knowing this though, I hardly listen when they make announcements. Strange though that even Camille still thought it was the earlier date. And the teacher used the word 'bull shit'. Just... wow. I feel so fricking annoyed at everything. Sigh...

I did badly for my A Maths test again. And just as bad for my FIRST EVER Physics test. I thought I would do better, and it turned out that all my mistakes were careless ones. In the A Maths test, there were two questions I really had no idea how to do. The rest was bloody careless mistakes and copying the WRONG question. So yeah, tell me why I shouldn't feel bad about myself. I mean, 21/40. That's like half wrong. (And don't get started on the half right optimism stuff..)

And worse still is when Miss Sia talked to me and stuff... I don't really want to go into it in detail. But I feel really horrible after she was so nice to me. Not forgetting Miss Siva who also 'counselled' me. Luckily I didn't run into Mrs. Lim or I would have gotten a full blown session.

I'm not mentioning anything but my test results to my parents though. I really don't want them to worry any more than they already do.

By the way, life is actually quite okay; tests and visits home aside. I'm really going to miss everyone back at home.

5:05 PM