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Female. 17. Someone who needs this blog because - I don't always say what I mean and I don't always mean what I say. And here I let it all out. Living life and loving it. <3
Thursday, July 17, 2008
Facebook isn't working very nicely for me anymore.. =( Damn wireless...
9:17 PM
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
It's only a matter of time when one day I'm going to just reach my boiling point.
I really don't understand how anyone else can put up with the same idiotic crap I endure all the time. People really don't see behind the exterior of the tame little lamb lies something else. I can't wait until this lousy facade shatters, and change everyone's opinion once and for all.
I usually scream and shout, let the anger out. Now I can't. I just can't anymore.
8:12 PM
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
Yeah, so I'm sixteen today.
Didn't really expect it to go the way it did... I really missed waking up early in the morning to get a "birthday hug" from mum and dad whilst knowing that the day ahead was going to be special. I felt a little emo in the morning, even after reaching school - knowing that things were different and dealing with certain people was going to tax me again. I guess it could be because I'm slightly more than oversensitive to a lot of things... But I really try to ignore a lot of crap most of the time, as it's partially my fault too.
I guess I felt better, somewhere in between classes and stuff... Though I know that things will definitely never be the same again...
10:35 PM
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
Things are getting... slightly different.
Dunno whether these changes are good or bad.
Today, Mrs. Lim jovially told me that I could go back for the weekend after school. Note that the weekend is two days away and I have NEITHER completed my application leave form nor purchased tickets for any mode of transportation for the weekend.
So I did the craziest thing I've done so far. (Basically it was because I was quite pissed she didn't mention it earlier)
Directly after school, I took a bus to Copthorne Orchid, bought a ticket to KL ($55) and announced that I was going to go back. Really, I didn't even confirm much. All I knew was that my bus was at 2pm on Friday (not a problem for me, as I get off at 10.45am) and that I had yet any documents to notify the school and my boarding school of my departure. If by some chance my application is rejected, I would have just wasted $55. Fun. And in between, I got lost trying to find my way back. Again.
By the way, I'm in Scorpion's 3.4km cross-country run. Really, I knew I should have lied when they asked for my NAPFA results. >_<" I do hope I don't get lost, should I survive the first few sections. God knows I might just run the opposite direction considering the way my brain is directionally wired.
I feel my legs melting already.
(Jet told me she had to stop after the first 2.5 km - and she wasn't too happy about that. My reaction was, "I have to stop after the first 800m... =.=")
8:23 PM
Tuesday, July 1, 2008
Whoa.. So oral's over.
Title of reading material: Co-curricular activities.. I never knew the world kokurikular even existed before this... I think I pronounced some words wrong.. (eeps!) and I also managed to stumble over the few words that I was determined NOT to stumble over
Questions
1) Apakah yang anda lakukan pada masa lapang? What do you do in your free time? 2) Apakah aktiviti lain yang boleh mereka yang membuat benda yang sama lakukan? (Not sure.. Too traumatising to remember word for word... or meaning, for that matter.) What other activities can people who do the same thing in their spare time do? 3) Remaja zaman kini banyak melibatkan diri dalam aktiviti yang tidak disarankan oleh ibu bapa mereka. Berikan pendapat kamu. Teenagers nowadays often involve themselves in activities not approved by their parents. Give your opinion.
Basically, I crapped a lot - but somehow, I'm still afraid that I didn't give enough points. Anyway, the subject was painfully easy; so if I don't get high marks it's really a waste.
I wasn't nervous talking to the two teachers in charge. After all, they were normal people; albeit bored, normal people. But it's really annoying that when I look back, I could have added so much more information and a few idioms and stuff to spicen things up.
All I did was speak normally, even then; God knows how terrible my grammar was. Or whether they even understood me, in the matter of fact. There was a huge possibility that they nodded at me by pure habit, probably thinking "GET THIS OVER WITH DAMMIT!"
I'm sure someone's going to say that I'm paranoid.
I'm so not.
I'm realistic.
Right. And I'm getting the materials for the Unseen poetry debate. I predict that I'm going to embarrass myself in front of a group of people I do not know. Fun.
And yeah, there's also the small matter of the Cross-Country run. Hopefully, I'm not up; but I'll find out tomorrow. Or I might just die from an asthma attack after a hundred metres. Watch me.
I'm NOT paranoid.
Okay. Maybe I am. A little.
7:20 PM
Thursday, July 17, 2008
Facebook isn't working very nicely for me anymore.. =( Damn wireless...
9:17 PM
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
It's only a matter of time when one day I'm going to just reach my boiling point.
I really don't understand how anyone else can put up with the same idiotic crap I endure all the time. People really don't see behind the exterior of the tame little lamb lies something else. I can't wait until this lousy facade shatters, and change everyone's opinion once and for all.
I usually scream and shout, let the anger out. Now I can't. I just can't anymore.
8:12 PM
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
Yeah, so I'm sixteen today.
Didn't really expect it to go the way it did... I really missed waking up early in the morning to get a "birthday hug" from mum and dad whilst knowing that the day ahead was going to be special. I felt a little emo in the morning, even after reaching school - knowing that things were different and dealing with certain people was going to tax me again. I guess it could be because I'm slightly more than oversensitive to a lot of things... But I really try to ignore a lot of crap most of the time, as it's partially my fault too.
I guess I felt better, somewhere in between classes and stuff... Though I know that things will definitely never be the same again...
10:35 PM
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
Things are getting... slightly different.
Dunno whether these changes are good or bad.
Today, Mrs. Lim jovially told me that I could go back for the weekend after school. Note that the weekend is two days away and I have NEITHER completed my application leave form nor purchased tickets for any mode of transportation for the weekend.
So I did the craziest thing I've done so far. (Basically it was because I was quite pissed she didn't mention it earlier)
Directly after school, I took a bus to Copthorne Orchid, bought a ticket to KL ($55) and announced that I was going to go back. Really, I didn't even confirm much. All I knew was that my bus was at 2pm on Friday (not a problem for me, as I get off at 10.45am) and that I had yet any documents to notify the school and my boarding school of my departure. If by some chance my application is rejected, I would have just wasted $55. Fun. And in between, I got lost trying to find my way back. Again.
By the way, I'm in Scorpion's 3.4km cross-country run. Really, I knew I should have lied when they asked for my NAPFA results. >_<" I do hope I don't get lost, should I survive the first few sections. God knows I might just run the opposite direction considering the way my brain is directionally wired.
I feel my legs melting already.
(Jet told me she had to stop after the first 2.5 km - and she wasn't too happy about that. My reaction was, "I have to stop after the first 800m... =.=")
8:23 PM
Tuesday, July 1, 2008
Whoa.. So oral's over.
Title of reading material: Co-curricular activities.. I never knew the world kokurikular even existed before this... I think I pronounced some words wrong.. (eeps!) and I also managed to stumble over the few words that I was determined NOT to stumble over
Questions
1) Apakah yang anda lakukan pada masa lapang? What do you do in your free time? 2) Apakah aktiviti lain yang boleh mereka yang membuat benda yang sama lakukan? (Not sure.. Too traumatising to remember word for word... or meaning, for that matter.) What other activities can people who do the same thing in their spare time do? 3) Remaja zaman kini banyak melibatkan diri dalam aktiviti yang tidak disarankan oleh ibu bapa mereka. Berikan pendapat kamu. Teenagers nowadays often involve themselves in activities not approved by their parents. Give your opinion.
Basically, I crapped a lot - but somehow, I'm still afraid that I didn't give enough points. Anyway, the subject was painfully easy; so if I don't get high marks it's really a waste.
I wasn't nervous talking to the two teachers in charge. After all, they were normal people; albeit bored, normal people. But it's really annoying that when I look back, I could have added so much more information and a few idioms and stuff to spicen things up.
All I did was speak normally, even then; God knows how terrible my grammar was. Or whether they even understood me, in the matter of fact. There was a huge possibility that they nodded at me by pure habit, probably thinking "GET THIS OVER WITH DAMMIT!"
I'm sure someone's going to say that I'm paranoid.
I'm so not.
I'm realistic.
Right. And I'm getting the materials for the Unseen poetry debate. I predict that I'm going to embarrass myself in front of a group of people I do not know. Fun.
And yeah, there's also the small matter of the Cross-Country run. Hopefully, I'm not up; but I'll find out tomorrow. Or I might just die from an asthma attack after a hundred metres. Watch me.
