Thursday, January 29, 2009
I feel so fricking annoyed....!
And unlike most of the sec 4s, it's not because of the extra classes that we're forced to endure. But because I won't be able to have certain classes.
I mean, I'm quite irritated that we have to stay back every single day until at least 5 something for remedials and exams in FEBRUARY due to the school's plan to make us surpass our seniors. (who, by the way, is the cause of us being subjected to 10 hours of torture every single day, and the reason why the teachers are forced to push us to the very brink of insanity.)
Two hours remedial for Monday, Tuesday and Thursday after normal schooling hours. And common tests every Wednesday and Friday.
Lovely.
But back to the main reason of my ire. For one thing, there's this lovely class called Higher Mother Tongue, of which I'm forced to attend out of school every Monday and Thursday from 3-5. BUT GUESS WHAT? It's our remedial and common tests days, and I WON'T BE ABLE TO ATTEND THEM. So I suggested to the teachers, even met Mdm Liew about having HMT classes in school; and the final decision was that our tests/remedial would be given special permission to be pushed to another day. Because the teachers weren't ready.
I would kindly ask, really, would that mean that I have to come to school on weekends to take tests and remedials, in addition to the already daily late hours I am forced to endure?
Our ultimatum, "Class in school, or no HMT class at all."
6:36 PM
Monday, January 26, 2009
Hey people,
Remember when we were F1/F2 and we all had blogs and stuff? I read up my old blog (again!) and was laughing at all the previous stuff...
‘Coz it’s so darn fantastic to reminisce about everything...
I read up my old entry about a love calculator thing I put up for certain couples in class... and checked the compability... and it went like this!
Name1: Gho Khye Chwin
Name2: Bryan Loke Yun Lam
Gender1: Female
Gender2: Make
Compatibility: 64%
Time tgther: 11 years
Name1: Chan Hui Yee
Name2: Superbra
Gender1: Undecided
Gender2: Unknown
Compatibility: 9%
Time tgther: 20 years
And oh yeah, if Aryl happened to browse through my blog, he’d be able to find lots of unflattering comments about him when we were like 13... Of course, it’s mean of me and stuff, but he was, well, a different person back then. =D If you know what I mean.
And really, I was such a b*tch:
“Joy to the world,
Hui Yee has died,
Annoying pest has gone.
The world is purged
Of all evil
We'll all rejoice just then
We'll all rejoice just then
When oh when, Hui Yee has died.”
It’s like blasphemy to actually bastardize a holy song, now that I think about it.
And, the times when I had a crush on you-know-who. It’s fricking obvious now that I read through my old blog, considering how much I wrote continuously about him...
Well, if any of you guys have nothing better to do with your lives, or wanna read what happened in 1B as narrated by me - and my horrible self; do go check it out.
Then again, don’t. I’ve insulted quite a lot of people in there. 0_o
Erm. It was 2005 then, and I was 13 sooooo - gimme a break.
AND I ALSO FOUND OUT I USED TO HAVE AN AVERAGE OF 86+%! WHAT HAPPENED TO ME????
5:50 PM
I have:
1) AMath hwk
2) Physics hwk
3) EL journal
4) God knows what
to go.
I can't do anything 'coz its all a few hundred kilometers away... (AND I WON'T HAVE TIME TO PROPERLY COMPLETE IT ALL BY THE TIME I GET BACK ZOMG!)
Btw, today as I was browsing ff.net, I saw one of the author's profile page that proclaimed that she hoped ff.net would close down. Just because she dedicated too much of her life as a teen towards it and grew fat and lazy and had no social life. So she regretted it and decided to do everyone a favour by insulting the website and announce it as a waste of time.
Sad person indeed.
On the other hand, I got my CNY shopping done.. =D I actually bought something red, you know, the cute retro t-shirt that goes "Little Miss XXX"? I got one that says, Little Miss Chatterbox. I really got hooked onto those shirts when I saw Zhi Jian's shirt, "Looking for Little Miss Naughty" which was, simply, adorable. It cost me RM10, which is abt SGD$4+, half the price of the ones I saw outside Tampines. Also, I wanted the Starbucks t-shirt, but I couldn't find it there... >_>
Visited relatives and stuff... Endured talks about their successful children, their successful children's children and their successful sibling's children's genius pet cat. Okay, that was a bit of an exaggeration, I guess.
I left my sim card in Sg, so if anyone can't contact my KL number, THAT's why.
(*cough* Fiona *cough*)
5:07 PM
Sunday, January 25, 2009
Kinda sad...
That I went up all the way, only to realize I won't be seeing lots of my friends due to their immersion in the Chinese New Year traditions.
Of course, I managed to see all my relatives in KL, but...
Sighh...
6:53 PM
Friday, January 23, 2009
OMG.
The Anderson PRC scholars must be super filthy rich.
Why do I say this?
For a bunch of their parents came down all the way from FRICKING China just to visit them.
4:46 PM
Thursday, January 22, 2009
I feel retarded.
Seriously, retarded probably spells R E B E C C A.
Because I am definitely the poster child of retardation. Of the brain, at the very least.
For I have probably flunked my Physics test merely because I thought that it was impossible for it to be so easy, and decided to use a very long and complicated way to count the freaking mass of the freaking melted ice. Which, in the end was wrong nonetheless because I added an extra zero. Stupid TYS, stupid heat loss = heat gain crap.
I mean, it was so easy and yet, it seemed I had the audacity to torture myself into submission by finding the most ridiculous ways to negatively implicate myself. And tomorrow's CNY celebration... Another event designed to force tradition and culture down student's throats by forcing them to attend inane activities and sing-a-long with random dancing people in red on screen.
On a side note, when I suggested to Mr. Cheng about me taking the English test on the event itself, he was like "Don't insult other races."
"Um," I said. "I'm Chinese." (D-OH!)
"Okay," he said, "Your slash other races (referring to Nasuha)."
Btw, LEEFY is so funny. Did you see him sign in the EMB with LEEFY everytime? LOL! (And yeah, also the "I was agitated when I saw Mr. Kevin Cheng behave(D) like a siren, that's why I slapped him."? Classic. I hope Mr. Cheng retaliates in English class.)
Hwa Chong teachers are great. =D (send more of them, plzkthx)
9:11 PM
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
What's with everyone calling Barack Obama the United States' first black president?
Isn't he half black, half white?
He might as well be American's 44th white president, since his ancestry is equal black and white.
Does the media, the world have to over-publicize the fact that, for once, someone with more than the most minute trace of African American blood is allowed to lead the US?
I mean, sure, it signifies change, open-mindedness, a new revolution--
But, really, too much publicity is really just... for lack of words, dumb.
8:43 PM
Saturday, January 17, 2009
Damn am I tired.
But hey, at least the CNY thing is over.
I was constantly worried about the execution of the entire thing, fretting over every single detail; forever thinking that something had gone irrevocably WRONG and everything was gonna fail. But thank God, it didn’t. At least, not really. (Ms. Sia says I’m too negative, I’m NOT, okay)
The scholars were very cooperative, as most of them felt that the dinner was for them to have fun, and not for them to pretend to be cool and care what other people think about them. So they really participated in the games, so much so it was really funny. Especially the longest line when some people took out their money to elongate their line only to have a strong gust of wind blow all their money away. Lol.
And April and gang (which includes Yee Teng’s friends) threw shoes at each other while I tortured the frayed ends of my patience to get the programme running in such a way that did not embarrass the entire integrity of the organising committee. =.=” They also baked gorgeous pastries, on a not-so related thought.
I was continuously bullied by Indonesian scholars though. (My received insults were ranged from; fat and ugly to short and perverted. Did wonders for my non-existent self esteem) *glowers at Adi for bad influence* Although, I admit I quite deserved it coz I kept calling him short back. XP (Also, M’sian juniors called me Fatimah due to my tan. Lovely)
Then the visit to Chinatown. In between, it was a bit stressful, as I wasn’t sure that everyone would be able to turn up without getting into trouble as it seemed that all group leaders were more than a little lost about where to go. And yeah, I got so strung up I almost cried. Almost.
I bought the hair comb thinghy that could do your hair up into forty styles though. It did mean that Camille owed me $5, coz we were supposed to share, with both of us the only two who had long enough hair to put up. Me, only just barely. And when the guy did the sample on me, Jun Lin said I looked like an old grandma! >_< (certainly quite a day for insults) But, hey, there were some cool styles. =D
Tomorrow Punggol Central Church again...! And I have to wake a certain guy up... or remind him... so he says.
And yeah, if I haven’t mentioned it enough,
My M’sian juniors are fricking cute! Even if 99.99% of them are taller than me. Heck, the only ones shorter than me are the 13 year olds. Which is depressing enough, without the OTHER juniors constantly reminding me of their vertical superiority in comparison to my dwarfish height.
11:46 PM
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
I don't know what's wrong with everybody...
I mean... there already is a Bio rep.. and Mr. LeeFY had to force it on me?! Jolene was doing very well as a bio rep, and I suck with responsibilities!!! WTH!!!
HEAR THAT WORLD?
I SUCK WITH RESPONSIBILITIES!!!!
I need my sanity back.
I suppose it'll probably return after I finish all my fricking delegations.
4:13 PM
Monday, January 12, 2009
My eyes are about to fall out of its sockets.
If it doesn’t, it feels as if someone punched holes into it and all the liquid is going to leak out. Yes, it hurts that bad.
I’ve been trying to do AMath homework, when I realised I really couldn’t do without panicking because I keep making careless mistakes. Then later on, it was with Chem where I stared at the page at saw words swimming magnificently before me. Aside that, I still have the Scholar CNY celebration thinghy to do which I think was a MISTAKE to put me in charge of it because of my irresponsible attitude and stuff. (quote, Mrs. Yap)
BUT because it seemed like nobody else was going to lift a finger, I was forced to organize stuff together; and even then it was pretty crappy because I didn’t know what exactly to do. I really haven’t done anything this major before lo... And I suck at it. Really...
Then about the NYP report of which I was put in charge of because I didn’t trust the PRC scholars in my group to write it due to the fact that they have done absolutely nothing to contribute. Okay, I concur they took some photos for the genetic research thing, but it turned out looking like a horror freak show, so much so we were afraid we would scare users away with the pictures alone.
And there wasn’t really much they could do considering they didn’t know much about javascript and once Mr. Lawrence opened his mouth to explain, they would scramble through their bag for the elect dict to check every other word. Which pretty much stops any semblence of productivity.
Bah.
I really can’t sleep early, despite my aching eyes because I keep worrying about my AMath, which I really feel like I’m falling behind; and my Chem which I feel I can’t exactly get. Though, pastor ? actually said that people spent most of their time worrying unnecessarily... He was like, “Most people’s stress come from worry about what people think of them. The thing is, other people rarely think of them, if anything, they themselves are worrying of what YOU think of them.”
It was so true. But I really can’t help worrying. When I don’t worry, it kinda feels like I’m not doing anything useful... Positive stress, perhaps?
(goes off to ponder writing mc script for ZD)
11:05 PM
WOW AM I STRESSED.
WHICH EXPLAINS MY USE FOR CAPITAL LETTERS AS OF NOW.
I HAVE TO REALLY PLAN THE CNY SCHOLAR CELEBRATION THINGHY
AND I'M NOW FREAKING OUT.
On a side note, I did ok for MT O lvls... BUT I got a freaking MERIT for my Lisan... wth!!!
8:44 PM
Sunday, January 11, 2009
Tomorrow we'll be getting our O level mother tongue paper back.
I'm pretty sure I won't fail, but, oh well, who knows.
I went to Punggol Central Church today, and it was super cool... Two girls actually walked to MRT station to pick us up, Maddie (cute name, right?) and Jeanette. Soooo they were really, really, really nice, friendly people; and I felt really welcome.
And there was also this really cute guy called EJ (Elijah) from Ngee Ann Poly.. *hearts* (Camille doesn't agree but I don't trust her taste, considering her past bfs)
Met a lot of people, listened to the very enthusiastic sermon, planning to go there next Friday for the Youth session.
It was like the first time I truly felt content in a church in Sg. Although the other church in Bkt Timah was okay, I constantly felt bad as we seemed to keep Melody away from her friends and her responsibilities all the time. So I didn't actually feel very comfortable. But nowwwww... Hmm..
AND E-Maths test tomorrow.. craaaappp...
I feel so bimbo-istic now.
Really.
Am I?
4:17 PM
Saturday, January 10, 2009
Oh yeah.
I got kicked out of being assembly presenter.
And Mrs. Yap almost made me cry.
I'll whine about that another time.
6:12 PM
Haiz.
I read Hui Ting's blog.
And I should have totally went to Ngee Ann poly instead.. >_>
Temasik was really dull.. especially because we went to the School of Engineering, and I'd probably die before I take up engineering, which is a lovely mixture of physics and maths. So it was really boorrrinnng for me. And it wasn't as if there was much of a choice on my further education and stuff... =.=
After that, went to Tampines to waste time.... had pizza hut and kinda just hung around the shopping complex with my HEAVY BAG with BIO text book and EGEO and assorted random junk/files and the Temasik Poly goodie bag. Which's only perk was the coffee that eventually made me sick after drinking it. The fliers were kinda sad, 'cause all the courses were based on engineering as well. There was like one law course, but the minimum requirement was like EL (A1-B4), Maths (A1-D7) and three other subjects... So yeah.
The only really cool part about the open house was that they actually sang and clapped to welcome us. Other than that... engineering.. meh.
Now I have tonnes of things to do.
1) Get certain ppl's b-day presents
2) Get smth for CNY hamper
3) Write NYP report
4) STUDY FOR MATRICES & SS TEST
5) Adjust name list for CNY celebration thinghy
6) Return books to library
7) Find out which church to go to (yet again)
And I finally blocked that fricking perv.. thanks to Theron. Seriously, this is like the third time already... ; _ ;
5:58 PM
Thursday, January 8, 2009
OH MY GOD.
I AM FREAKED OUT.
I GOT A MESSAGE FROM SOMEONE ON FACEBOOK
AND I CLICKED ON THEIR PROFILE TO SEE WHO IT WAS
(I added them coz it seems like quite a few of my friends knew him)
AND IT HAS A PICTURE OF HIS FRICKING PRIVATES.
EW EW EW EW EW EW EW EWWWWWWW!!!
6:42 PM
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
So.
Today I had lessons with both Mr. Lee and Mr. Kevin Cheng from Hwa Chong.
And yeah.
I think Mr. Lee had a personality transplant during the holidays and came back stranger than before. But he’s funny though.. Apparently, his nickname is Leefy and he is a terror on the road. Or so he says. He also threatened to gouge out my eyeballs and slammed my text books a few times. Lol. I dunno whether it’s fun or scary to sit in front anymore. And sadly, he still remembers my name. AND he was late to class by 35 mins and extended the class 15 mins after dismissal.
During Lit was so funny wei. Mr. Kevin Cheng was like going; “Other schools don’t have something that you people have.” Then I told Hui Ting, “Him lo.” Then she said, “Yeah, I also thought so.” Then we laughed. BUT THEN he chose Wendy to answer and Wendy said, “Our brains?” Mr. Kevin Cheng then said, “Close enough. They don’t have MY brains.”
SO. Am I a genius or am I a genius?
Also, we had him for like three hours today. Though we (luckily) didn’t have to introduce ourselves twice. In Band I English class he asked all of us to describe ourselves in five words.
It was like:
Mr.Cheng: Chen Zhiling.
ZL: WHAT?
Mr. Cheng: That’s one word.
ZL: This is really hard. (*cue laughter*)
Mr. Cheng: I hope you mean the activity and not the class.
And me.
I said, “No words can describe me.” and he was all like, “That’s good. But the irony is that words have already been used to describe you.” (frankly, I’m surprised I didn’t just die from embarrassment. I’m shocked I actually said that. Everyone probably thinks I’m super lan si adi.)
He also asked super chim English questions which had a really, really stupid straightforward answer; hard work. I can’t remember the question, mainly because I was daydreaming and staring at the walls - which was admittedly more interesting that merely squirming at his questions.
At the end of the day, I had TWO diagnostic tests; one on Physics and one on Lit. I’m pretty sure I’m going end up fried at the end of the week..
On a lighter note....
NYP IS FINALLY OVER.
except the report, which I’m supposed to write.... =.=
9:18 PM
Monday, January 5, 2009
I’m probably going to have lots of free time these few days.
At least more than I used to have.
For one thing, I have now blank slots for CCA - as all the competitors are tied up in the March shooting comp and after that, I’ll be stepping down.
Really, I feel kinda cheated. I thought I’d do at least a little more.
So the logical thing is that I use the time for something beneficial, what with O levels just around the corner and whatnot. Or something creative, as whatever brain cells I have dedicated to artistry or anything relatively innovative has died off eons ago. Perhaps it would mean I would gain some semblance of a talent in writing back, since I have lost it once immersed in the monotony of school-cum-scholar life; provided I ever had it in the beginning.
Then again, whoever said that I was logical?
Erm. I do have quite a few complaints about the class seating arrangements though. Especially the fact that I’m basically isolated from the people I usually talk to. My only respite is the fact that we’re grounded only for a handful of classes, and most of the subjects require us to move to another location. Except English Lit, which happens to be in 402 despite the fact that only three students are studying that particular subject.
Also, I’m supposed to actually be a “Functions” manager. Or something like that. And it meant I am now in charge of the CNY thinghy, of which Hui Ting accuses me of being overly-enthuasthic about merely because I asked when the deadline was. I simply was just too lazy to go out on purpose to buy intended items and had earlier wanted to purchase all necessary stuff when I went out just recently. That, however, was mistranslated into enthusiasm.
And, oh, something about prom night. (and forcing everyone to wear class T or smth to the event... =.=)
I have no idea what the actual post is for. Other than to take up space on the whiteboard and recruit more slackers into the class comm. Wait, does that mean I’m in the class comm?
But hey, I was just glad I didn’t get Sports Rep. It meant less embarrassing myself standing in front of the class and doing morning exercises like last year... GOOD LUCK SPORTS REP...! you know who you are. =D
I have exactly three hours with Mr. Kevin Cheng tomorrow. Lol. Wonder how he teaches like.
10:03 PM
Friday, January 2, 2009
SO
Mr. Chew is our class teacher.
And apparently he's going to monitor all our blogs or something.. lol. Anyway, I was rather shocked when I found out he was our class teacher. I thought he asked us to bring the $20 because of Chemistry notes and TYS or something.... only to find out the money was for class fund. Really thought that class teacher was going to be Miss Li or Miss Yeo.
First day of school was quite tideous la.. Went through all the stuff we needed to get ready by next week and stuff. We event got a 2 hour ++ lecture about CIP and discipline... even though we're Sec 4 and all... (apparently, we're not quite up to standards.. >_>)
And the seating plans. I feel like a four year old over again.
And did everyone notice all (except Mr. Wong) the discipline teachers wore police u?? I mean Mrs. Lim looked so cooolll. (not that she doesn't always)
Argh. Enough about me obsessing about teachers and stuff.
8:52 PM
Thursday, January 1, 2009
I have revived!!!!
Or at least... I can only hope.
OMG>> NARUTO NEWEST CHAPTER *faints*
6:35 PM
Thursday, January 29, 2009
I feel so fricking annoyed....!
And unlike most of the sec 4s, it's not because of the extra classes that we're forced to endure. But because I won't be able to have certain classes.
I mean, I'm quite irritated that we have to stay back every single day until at least 5 something for remedials and exams in FEBRUARY due to the school's plan to make us surpass our seniors. (who, by the way, is the cause of us being subjected to 10 hours of torture every single day, and the reason why the teachers are forced to push us to the very brink of insanity.)
Two hours remedial for Monday, Tuesday and Thursday after normal schooling hours. And common tests every Wednesday and Friday.
Lovely.
But back to the main reason of my ire. For one thing, there's this lovely class called Higher Mother Tongue, of which I'm forced to attend out of school every Monday and Thursday from 3-5. BUT GUESS WHAT? It's our remedial and common tests days, and I WON'T BE ABLE TO ATTEND THEM. So I suggested to the teachers, even met Mdm Liew about having HMT classes in school; and the final decision was that our tests/remedial would be given special permission to be pushed to another day. Because the teachers weren't ready.
I would kindly ask, really, would that mean that I have to come to school on weekends to take tests and remedials, in addition to the already daily late hours I am forced to endure?
Our ultimatum, "Class in school, or no HMT class at all."
6:36 PM
Monday, January 26, 2009
Hey people,
Remember when we were F1/F2 and we all had blogs and stuff? I read up my old blog (again!) and was laughing at all the previous stuff...
‘Coz it’s so darn fantastic to reminisce about everything...
I read up my old entry about a love calculator thing I put up for certain couples in class... and checked the compability... and it went like this!
Name1: Gho Khye Chwin
Name2: Bryan Loke Yun Lam
Gender1: Female
Gender2: Make
Compatibility: 64%
Time tgther: 11 years
Name1: Chan Hui Yee
Name2: Superbra
Gender1: Undecided
Gender2: Unknown
Compatibility: 9%
Time tgther: 20 years
And oh yeah, if Aryl happened to browse through my blog, he’d be able to find lots of unflattering comments about him when we were like 13... Of course, it’s mean of me and stuff, but he was, well, a different person back then. =D If you know what I mean.
And really, I was such a b*tch:
“Joy to the world,
Hui Yee has died,
Annoying pest has gone.
The world is purged
Of all evil
We'll all rejoice just then
We'll all rejoice just then
When oh when, Hui Yee has died.”
It’s like blasphemy to actually bastardize a holy song, now that I think about it.
And, the times when I had a crush on you-know-who. It’s fricking obvious now that I read through my old blog, considering how much I wrote continuously about him...
Well, if any of you guys have nothing better to do with your lives, or wanna read what happened in 1B as narrated by me - and my horrible self; do go check it out.
Then again, don’t. I’ve insulted quite a lot of people in there. 0_o
Erm. It was 2005 then, and I was 13 sooooo - gimme a break.
AND I ALSO FOUND OUT I USED TO HAVE AN AVERAGE OF 86+%! WHAT HAPPENED TO ME????
5:50 PM
I have:
1) AMath hwk
2) Physics hwk
3) EL journal
4) God knows what
to go.
I can't do anything 'coz its all a few hundred kilometers away... (AND I WON'T HAVE TIME TO PROPERLY COMPLETE IT ALL BY THE TIME I GET BACK ZOMG!)
Btw, today as I was browsing ff.net, I saw one of the author's profile page that proclaimed that she hoped ff.net would close down. Just because she dedicated too much of her life as a teen towards it and grew fat and lazy and had no social life. So she regretted it and decided to do everyone a favour by insulting the website and announce it as a waste of time.
Sad person indeed.
On the other hand, I got my CNY shopping done.. =D I actually bought something red, you know, the cute retro t-shirt that goes "Little Miss XXX"? I got one that says, Little Miss Chatterbox. I really got hooked onto those shirts when I saw Zhi Jian's shirt, "Looking for Little Miss Naughty" which was, simply, adorable. It cost me RM10, which is abt SGD$4+, half the price of the ones I saw outside Tampines. Also, I wanted the Starbucks t-shirt, but I couldn't find it there... >_>
Visited relatives and stuff... Endured talks about their successful children, their successful children's children and their successful sibling's children's genius pet cat. Okay, that was a bit of an exaggeration, I guess.
I left my sim card in Sg, so if anyone can't contact my KL number, THAT's why.
(*cough* Fiona *cough*)
5:07 PM
Sunday, January 25, 2009
Kinda sad...
That I went up all the way, only to realize I won't be seeing lots of my friends due to their immersion in the Chinese New Year traditions.
Of course, I managed to see all my relatives in KL, but...
Sighh...
6:53 PM
Friday, January 23, 2009
OMG.
The Anderson PRC scholars must be super filthy rich.
Why do I say this?
For a bunch of their parents came down all the way from FRICKING China just to visit them.
4:46 PM
Thursday, January 22, 2009
I feel retarded.
Seriously, retarded probably spells R E B E C C A.
Because I am definitely the poster child of retardation. Of the brain, at the very least.
For I have probably flunked my Physics test merely because I thought that it was impossible for it to be so easy, and decided to use a very long and complicated way to count the freaking mass of the freaking melted ice. Which, in the end was wrong nonetheless because I added an extra zero. Stupid TYS, stupid heat loss = heat gain crap.
I mean, it was so easy and yet, it seemed I had the audacity to torture myself into submission by finding the most ridiculous ways to negatively implicate myself. And tomorrow's CNY celebration... Another event designed to force tradition and culture down student's throats by forcing them to attend inane activities and sing-a-long with random dancing people in red on screen.
On a side note, when I suggested to Mr. Cheng about me taking the English test on the event itself, he was like "Don't insult other races."
"Um," I said. "I'm Chinese." (D-OH!)
"Okay," he said, "Your slash other races (referring to Nasuha)."
Btw, LEEFY is so funny. Did you see him sign in the EMB with LEEFY everytime? LOL! (And yeah, also the "I was agitated when I saw Mr. Kevin Cheng behave(D) like a siren, that's why I slapped him."? Classic. I hope Mr. Cheng retaliates in English class.)
Hwa Chong teachers are great. =D (send more of them, plzkthx)
9:11 PM
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
What's with everyone calling Barack Obama the United States' first black president?
Isn't he half black, half white?
He might as well be American's 44th white president, since his ancestry is equal black and white.
Does the media, the world have to over-publicize the fact that, for once, someone with more than the most minute trace of African American blood is allowed to lead the US?
I mean, sure, it signifies change, open-mindedness, a new revolution--
But, really, too much publicity is really just... for lack of words, dumb.
8:43 PM
Saturday, January 17, 2009
Damn am I tired.
But hey, at least the CNY thing is over.
I was constantly worried about the execution of the entire thing, fretting over every single detail; forever thinking that something had gone irrevocably WRONG and everything was gonna fail. But thank God, it didn’t. At least, not really. (Ms. Sia says I’m too negative, I’m NOT, okay)
The scholars were very cooperative, as most of them felt that the dinner was for them to have fun, and not for them to pretend to be cool and care what other people think about them. So they really participated in the games, so much so it was really funny. Especially the longest line when some people took out their money to elongate their line only to have a strong gust of wind blow all their money away. Lol.
And April and gang (which includes Yee Teng’s friends) threw shoes at each other while I tortured the frayed ends of my patience to get the programme running in such a way that did not embarrass the entire integrity of the organising committee. =.=” They also baked gorgeous pastries, on a not-so related thought.
I was continuously bullied by Indonesian scholars though. (My received insults were ranged from; fat and ugly to short and perverted. Did wonders for my non-existent self esteem) *glowers at Adi for bad influence* Although, I admit I quite deserved it coz I kept calling him short back. XP (Also, M’sian juniors called me Fatimah due to my tan. Lovely)
Then the visit to Chinatown. In between, it was a bit stressful, as I wasn’t sure that everyone would be able to turn up without getting into trouble as it seemed that all group leaders were more than a little lost about where to go. And yeah, I got so strung up I almost cried. Almost.
I bought the hair comb thinghy that could do your hair up into forty styles though. It did mean that Camille owed me $5, coz we were supposed to share, with both of us the only two who had long enough hair to put up. Me, only just barely. And when the guy did the sample on me, Jun Lin said I looked like an old grandma! >_< (certainly quite a day for insults) But, hey, there were some cool styles. =D
Tomorrow Punggol Central Church again...! And I have to wake a certain guy up... or remind him... so he says.
And yeah, if I haven’t mentioned it enough,
My M’sian juniors are fricking cute! Even if 99.99% of them are taller than me. Heck, the only ones shorter than me are the 13 year olds. Which is depressing enough, without the OTHER juniors constantly reminding me of their vertical superiority in comparison to my dwarfish height.
11:46 PM
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
I don't know what's wrong with everybody...
I mean... there already is a Bio rep.. and Mr. LeeFY had to force it on me?! Jolene was doing very well as a bio rep, and I suck with responsibilities!!! WTH!!!
HEAR THAT WORLD?
I SUCK WITH RESPONSIBILITIES!!!!
I need my sanity back.
I suppose it'll probably return after I finish all my fricking delegations.
4:13 PM
Monday, January 12, 2009
My eyes are about to fall out of its sockets.
If it doesn’t, it feels as if someone punched holes into it and all the liquid is going to leak out. Yes, it hurts that bad.
I’ve been trying to do AMath homework, when I realised I really couldn’t do without panicking because I keep making careless mistakes. Then later on, it was with Chem where I stared at the page at saw words swimming magnificently before me. Aside that, I still have the Scholar CNY celebration thinghy to do which I think was a MISTAKE to put me in charge of it because of my irresponsible attitude and stuff. (quote, Mrs. Yap)
BUT because it seemed like nobody else was going to lift a finger, I was forced to organize stuff together; and even then it was pretty crappy because I didn’t know what exactly to do. I really haven’t done anything this major before lo... And I suck at it. Really...
Then about the NYP report of which I was put in charge of because I didn’t trust the PRC scholars in my group to write it due to the fact that they have done absolutely nothing to contribute. Okay, I concur they took some photos for the genetic research thing, but it turned out looking like a horror freak show, so much so we were afraid we would scare users away with the pictures alone.
And there wasn’t really much they could do considering they didn’t know much about javascript and once Mr. Lawrence opened his mouth to explain, they would scramble through their bag for the elect dict to check every other word. Which pretty much stops any semblence of productivity.
Bah.
I really can’t sleep early, despite my aching eyes because I keep worrying about my AMath, which I really feel like I’m falling behind; and my Chem which I feel I can’t exactly get. Though, pastor ? actually said that people spent most of their time worrying unnecessarily... He was like, “Most people’s stress come from worry about what people think of them. The thing is, other people rarely think of them, if anything, they themselves are worrying of what YOU think of them.”
It was so true. But I really can’t help worrying. When I don’t worry, it kinda feels like I’m not doing anything useful... Positive stress, perhaps?
(goes off to ponder writing mc script for ZD)
11:05 PM
WOW AM I STRESSED.
WHICH EXPLAINS MY USE FOR CAPITAL LETTERS AS OF NOW.
I HAVE TO REALLY PLAN THE CNY SCHOLAR CELEBRATION THINGHY
AND I'M NOW FREAKING OUT.
On a side note, I did ok for MT O lvls... BUT I got a freaking MERIT for my Lisan... wth!!!
8:44 PM
Sunday, January 11, 2009
Tomorrow we'll be getting our O level mother tongue paper back.
I'm pretty sure I won't fail, but, oh well, who knows.
I went to Punggol Central Church today, and it was super cool... Two girls actually walked to MRT station to pick us up, Maddie (cute name, right?) and Jeanette. Soooo they were really, really, really nice, friendly people; and I felt really welcome.
And there was also this really cute guy called EJ (Elijah) from Ngee Ann Poly.. *hearts* (Camille doesn't agree but I don't trust her taste, considering her past bfs)
Met a lot of people, listened to the very enthusiastic sermon, planning to go there next Friday for the Youth session.
It was like the first time I truly felt content in a church in Sg. Although the other church in Bkt Timah was okay, I constantly felt bad as we seemed to keep Melody away from her friends and her responsibilities all the time. So I didn't actually feel very comfortable. But nowwwww... Hmm..
AND E-Maths test tomorrow.. craaaappp...
I feel so bimbo-istic now.
Really.
Am I?
4:17 PM
Saturday, January 10, 2009
Oh yeah.
I got kicked out of being assembly presenter.
And Mrs. Yap almost made me cry.
I'll whine about that another time.
6:12 PM
Haiz.
I read Hui Ting's blog.
And I should have totally went to Ngee Ann poly instead.. >_>
Temasik was really dull.. especially because we went to the School of Engineering, and I'd probably die before I take up engineering, which is a lovely mixture of physics and maths. So it was really boorrrinnng for me. And it wasn't as if there was much of a choice on my further education and stuff... =.=
After that, went to Tampines to waste time.... had pizza hut and kinda just hung around the shopping complex with my HEAVY BAG with BIO text book and EGEO and assorted random junk/files and the Temasik Poly goodie bag. Which's only perk was the coffee that eventually made me sick after drinking it. The fliers were kinda sad, 'cause all the courses were based on engineering as well. There was like one law course, but the minimum requirement was like EL (A1-B4), Maths (A1-D7) and three other subjects... So yeah.
The only really cool part about the open house was that they actually sang and clapped to welcome us. Other than that... engineering.. meh.
Now I have tonnes of things to do.
1) Get certain ppl's b-day presents
2) Get smth for CNY hamper
3) Write NYP report
4) STUDY FOR MATRICES & SS TEST
5) Adjust name list for CNY celebration thinghy
6) Return books to library
7) Find out which church to go to (yet again)
And I finally blocked that fricking perv.. thanks to Theron. Seriously, this is like the third time already... ; _ ;
5:58 PM
Thursday, January 8, 2009
OH MY GOD.
I AM FREAKED OUT.
I GOT A MESSAGE FROM SOMEONE ON FACEBOOK
AND I CLICKED ON THEIR PROFILE TO SEE WHO IT WAS
(I added them coz it seems like quite a few of my friends knew him)
AND IT HAS A PICTURE OF HIS FRICKING PRIVATES.
EW EW EW EW EW EW EW EWWWWWWW!!!
6:42 PM
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
So.
Today I had lessons with both Mr. Lee and Mr. Kevin Cheng from Hwa Chong.
And yeah.
I think Mr. Lee had a personality transplant during the holidays and came back stranger than before. But he’s funny though.. Apparently, his nickname is Leefy and he is a terror on the road. Or so he says. He also threatened to gouge out my eyeballs and slammed my text books a few times. Lol. I dunno whether it’s fun or scary to sit in front anymore. And sadly, he still remembers my name. AND he was late to class by 35 mins and extended the class 15 mins after dismissal.
During Lit was so funny wei. Mr. Kevin Cheng was like going; “Other schools don’t have something that you people have.” Then I told Hui Ting, “Him lo.” Then she said, “Yeah, I also thought so.” Then we laughed. BUT THEN he chose Wendy to answer and Wendy said, “Our brains?” Mr. Kevin Cheng then said, “Close enough. They don’t have MY brains.”
SO. Am I a genius or am I a genius?
Also, we had him for like three hours today. Though we (luckily) didn’t have to introduce ourselves twice. In Band I English class he asked all of us to describe ourselves in five words.
It was like:
Mr.Cheng: Chen Zhiling.
ZL: WHAT?
Mr. Cheng: That’s one word.
ZL: This is really hard. (*cue laughter*)
Mr. Cheng: I hope you mean the activity and not the class.
And me.
I said, “No words can describe me.” and he was all like, “That’s good. But the irony is that words have already been used to describe you.” (frankly, I’m surprised I didn’t just die from embarrassment. I’m shocked I actually said that. Everyone probably thinks I’m super lan si adi.)
He also asked super chim English questions which had a really, really stupid straightforward answer; hard work. I can’t remember the question, mainly because I was daydreaming and staring at the walls - which was admittedly more interesting that merely squirming at his questions.
At the end of the day, I had TWO diagnostic tests; one on Physics and one on Lit. I’m pretty sure I’m going end up fried at the end of the week..
On a lighter note....
NYP IS FINALLY OVER.
except the report, which I’m supposed to write.... =.=
9:18 PM
Monday, January 5, 2009
I’m probably going to have lots of free time these few days.
At least more than I used to have.
For one thing, I have now blank slots for CCA - as all the competitors are tied up in the March shooting comp and after that, I’ll be stepping down.
Really, I feel kinda cheated. I thought I’d do at least a little more.
So the logical thing is that I use the time for something beneficial, what with O levels just around the corner and whatnot. Or something creative, as whatever brain cells I have dedicated to artistry or anything relatively innovative has died off eons ago. Perhaps it would mean I would gain some semblance of a talent in writing back, since I have lost it once immersed in the monotony of school-cum-scholar life; provided I ever had it in the beginning.
Then again, whoever said that I was logical?
Erm. I do have quite a few complaints about the class seating arrangements though. Especially the fact that I’m basically isolated from the people I usually talk to. My only respite is the fact that we’re grounded only for a handful of classes, and most of the subjects require us to move to another location. Except English Lit, which happens to be in 402 despite the fact that only three students are studying that particular subject.
Also, I’m supposed to actually be a “Functions” manager. Or something like that. And it meant I am now in charge of the CNY thinghy, of which Hui Ting accuses me of being overly-enthuasthic about merely because I asked when the deadline was. I simply was just too lazy to go out on purpose to buy intended items and had earlier wanted to purchase all necessary stuff when I went out just recently. That, however, was mistranslated into enthusiasm.
And, oh, something about prom night. (and forcing everyone to wear class T or smth to the event... =.=)
I have no idea what the actual post is for. Other than to take up space on the whiteboard and recruit more slackers into the class comm. Wait, does that mean I’m in the class comm?
But hey, I was just glad I didn’t get Sports Rep. It meant less embarrassing myself standing in front of the class and doing morning exercises like last year... GOOD LUCK SPORTS REP...! you know who you are. =D
I have exactly three hours with Mr. Kevin Cheng tomorrow. Lol. Wonder how he teaches like.
10:03 PM
Friday, January 2, 2009
SO
Mr. Chew is our class teacher.
And apparently he's going to monitor all our blogs or something.. lol. Anyway, I was rather shocked when I found out he was our class teacher. I thought he asked us to bring the $20 because of Chemistry notes and TYS or something.... only to find out the money was for class fund. Really thought that class teacher was going to be Miss Li or Miss Yeo.
First day of school was quite tideous la.. Went through all the stuff we needed to get ready by next week and stuff. We event got a 2 hour ++ lecture about CIP and discipline... even though we're Sec 4 and all... (apparently, we're not quite up to standards.. >_>)
And the seating plans. I feel like a four year old over again.
And did everyone notice all (except Mr. Wong) the discipline teachers wore police u?? I mean Mrs. Lim looked so cooolll. (not that she doesn't always)
Argh. Enough about me obsessing about teachers and stuff.
8:52 PM
Thursday, January 1, 2009
I have revived!!!!
Or at least... I can only hope.
OMG>> NARUTO NEWEST CHAPTER *faints*
6:35 PM