Female. 17. Someone who needs this blog because - I don't always say what I mean and I don't always mean what I say. And here I let it all out. Living life and loving it. <3
Thursday, July 16, 2009
Becca feels =////
It’s been almost two years (1.5++) since 302 has been together, and I realised that there are quite a few people I haven’t talked to yet. Like seriously talked to.
But this year was a huge improvement from last year. I started hanging out with people I barely talked to the year before and wishing I did so earlier. It’s kind of sad now that I see that we probably won’t have long together now that we just finally, clicked; considering all of us will be splitting up - JCs, poly, even certain people in IB....
We have just a few months left together, and after that? Who knows...? I think it’s really time for me to like talk to the people I rarely talk to, just to get to know everyone a little bit better. Because when I look back at my old school; I remember a few people in class of whom I knew barely anything about. All I could do was remember labels, “the class mugger”, “the Quiet one” and so on. And I feel that that’s quite sad.
I think one of the biggest things that happened this year is that I finally learnt to understand someone I previously felt quite uncomfortable with. I thought I didn’t like her, but in all truth; I only thought so because I didn’t know her. I misunderstood everything she did, leaving me resentful and angry. But I’m really thankful this year I managed to see beyond petty jealousies and see who you really are. And sometimes, I feel really stupid for not noticing it sooner.
I’m glad I met you. You know who you are. =)
SORRY LA HUITING FOR AMATH. I RELI THOUGHT I'D FAIL.
5:38 PM
Thursday, July 16, 2009
Becca feels =////
It’s been almost two years (1.5++) since 302 has been together, and I realised that there are quite a few people I haven’t talked to yet. Like seriously talked to.
But this year was a huge improvement from last year. I started hanging out with people I barely talked to the year before and wishing I did so earlier. It’s kind of sad now that I see that we probably won’t have long together now that we just finally, clicked; considering all of us will be splitting up - JCs, poly, even certain people in IB....
We have just a few months left together, and after that? Who knows...? I think it’s really time for me to like talk to the people I rarely talk to, just to get to know everyone a little bit better. Because when I look back at my old school; I remember a few people in class of whom I knew barely anything about. All I could do was remember labels, “the class mugger”, “the Quiet one” and so on. And I feel that that’s quite sad.
I think one of the biggest things that happened this year is that I finally learnt to understand someone I previously felt quite uncomfortable with. I thought I didn’t like her, but in all truth; I only thought so because I didn’t know her. I misunderstood everything she did, leaving me resentful and angry. But I’m really thankful this year I managed to see beyond petty jealousies and see who you really are. And sometimes, I feel really stupid for not noticing it sooner.
I’m glad I met you. You know who you are. =)
SORRY LA HUITING FOR AMATH. I RELI THOUGHT I'D FAIL.